There is this feeling of emptiness that comes in and out. The empty feeling reveals itself in anxiety, fear, and restlessness. It can be overwhelming at times. It's hard to pinpoint what the triggers are, it just comes by surprise and most times an unwelcome entry to disrupt the rhythm of my daily routine. It does however present this gift of "pause". It is like taking a step closer to my mirror and staring at what is, yet fearful of what's ahead, because I can't see past this mirror.
I retreat to what I have learned and now believe, is "to not rely on what is visible for they are all temporal but to invest in what is invisible, that of which is everlasting. To depend on a power greater than oneself and truly remembering that God is infinite with his abundant blessings". I need to repeatedly affirm and remind myself of this until I chase that emptiness away.
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