November 19

Happy Birthday Bruce ! I woke up that morning of your birthday my mind filled with pictures of your smile.  I remember all the birthday dinners, weekend celebrations and milestone parties. If you were here, I know just exactly how we would celebrate your day...I can always predict your reaction because it has been consistent throughout the years...that of contentment and gratitude.  It was one of your favorties days of the year as it is mine.

The boys and I went to our favortie spot on the beach.  It was the perfect morning, the weather was crisp yet sunny and it was peaceful.  There was no one around except for a couple of people far away.  As usual, the boys raced to the shore and played for awhile.  We then gathered together to sing Happy Birthday and began our memorial for you.  How very proud I am of our boys. My heart swells with pride as I listen to them recite their fondest memories of you. You have done well Bruce....so well.  I see you in each of them so vividly.  Your spirit personified in each of them.  At this sighting, I am reminded of what incredible blessings the boys are to me...now more than ever.

I know you continue to guide them in spirit as they walk their journey day by day. We miss you deeply.  I have made it my mission to remind the boys the gift you have imparted to us:  To live life, embrace it with passion and purpose...it's my gift to you.